Happy Chinese New Year~

i dont really know why i dont wish to blog last few days...
that day i logged in here and clicked on the new post ...just planned to post a new blog here ..
but then ..i cant even have the guts to type any of a word in here..
i really dont understand why ..
oh ya Happy Chinese New Year to all of you out there...
hope all of you will enjoy this big day...
oh yeah ...i did enjoy it not until the 3rd day of chinese new year..
i met many new friends ...haha hm where is all my sungsiew's friends? they disappeared...i mean some of them.. not many sungsiew's friends in my life now..*winkz*
dont know why i just dont like ss... Friends who know me quite well will know the reason behind all these...
=P i have known loads of new friends..quite a big number of them who were from tiong hua last time.... well they are my true friends that i have wanted it desperately for a long time ....and now..i have them ...Thanks God for letting me knowing this bunch of friends...
we started schoolling this monday ...oh well ..the 1st to for school ..sure we have a lot of things to chat about...especially about what had happened on our cny ...and how were we celebrating it...

hm ...these few days ...since the school started...there are quite many things keep bothering my mind ....sometimes i just wish i can get rid of it ...but i just cant do it... there could be many things ...happened just in one night ...a few hours ..
hm ...sometimes you will never thought it would be happened like that ...the incident on that day keeps bothering my mind ...sigh~ ..
like what ling had told me ....it had happened just at one night only ...i can easily forget about it..
okay ...i agree with her..
and so i will ..

why everytime when i feel very fine with myself and started to forget about you...
you show up..?
what's exactly you want from me..?
why are you coming back to ruin my mood again and again ..?
when the time i feel really happy with my life ... you texted me?!
what's the point huh..?
telling me those craps again..
you think i will trust you back like before..
that's what you have chosen at 1st....why were you telling me that you are regret now?!
you really hurt me loads and loads of time ...
but i ...
every single time i had forgiven you ... but you repeated it again and again
and ...how many drops of tears i have had for you ...it's uncountable! ...
i force myself not to cry anymore but lastly ..i cried...
i feel that i am such a fool for trusting you that much!

my brain gonna burst

i went out for the whole day yesterday ..
lastly only met bi ..
he was really clumsy until he left his phone at seven heaven he also didnt notice it ..
anyway ..we took it back after the waitress called me ...
such a clumsy lil bi ..
haha ..

i planned to go out for breakfast with loong gor gor..
but he texted me at about 5 something telling me that he was just starting to sleep at that time...and let our meet up extend...okay he said tea time we meet up together ..
at somewhere..
i dont know ..
will be going out later again ..
tonight ...argh ..i dont know where to go ..
i wish to go out with baobao them ...suching them ..but ..they seem busy le
so i think i just stay at home tonight ...AGAIN!
pity me ...