so long farewell...to u my friend and budz

sigh ....everyone seems going to leave this boring place ...
where are they going...? to somewhere around west malaysia for further study ..
anyway ...two of them are the most that i will be missing them loads and loads..
one is bao bao and the other one is zhizhi...argh ...
sigh ...baoz... he is my good brother ..he helps me loads ...he is the one who fetch me whenever i go out....thanks alot ...hehe ...
though he love to tease me together with ah vui ...
but we have been through a lot of fun and excitement together when we got along to sing k at encore ...hanging out to look for agua...=X ....going to bistro to online ..share dirty secrets together...oho...
okay ...i missed that time alot ...
for zhizhi....he is my best friend at church ..
we got into role in a play at church...dance ....and many other stuff...he is really talented in playing drum...keep it up guy ...he is a good listener to me last time ..
we share loads of laughters and some secrets together ..okay ..this doesnt mean anything..
just a lousy secret ....
haha ..=X opsy daisy..
hey guys ...i will miss u both loads...
may God bless u guys wherever u are...

today ...i had a serious stomach cramped at school ..until i cant even sit properly ...i just lied down on my desk ...and weeped ...it's just too painful ..like ling said last time: "more painful then giving birth to a baby" oh well ..i didnt give birthday to a baby before so i dont know..i dont know why ling would say like that ....was that mean ...she had given birth to a baby before...? =X ...oh gosh ..unbelieveable...haha
the pain stopped for awhile and came back a few minutes later ...so i decided to go home ...but ...i just hate the procedure of going home early from school ...need to find PKHEM ...to sign the form...then need to find my form teacher ...after that ...need to wait for my parents to come and sign ...and went back to the office to give teacher the form..
i just cant stand anymore ....
when my parents arrived ...my daddy brought me to see doctor ....my mummy went to my parking place to drive my car home ...
argh ...it's so not good...

after i had taken my lunch ..i went to sleep ..for 3 hours...it's just too much ....
i actually went to do my homework after i had my nap ...
hoho.... weird right...? totally changed...? i know you would think that ..haha ...
just wish i could become more hardworking like ever...?
hehe ...

i went to a farewell outing for my brother zhizhi just now ...
hm ...i saw baobao's car...it's his sister with her bf ...
hm ...
bao has reached kl this afternoon ...
haihz ....lost a friend to go out with now ..
i met my dear just now ...i had take away for him ...it's my favourite ice blended choco...
*happy*
hm ...it's late now ...
time to go to sleep ...
good night everyone ...

i'm back from nowhere!

ola que tal..?
hm ...seems like long time i didnt blog here..
not because of i dont want to blog..
it's just sometimes i feel lazy ...
sigh~
i m getting lazier from day to day ...
even my teacher,mr cheen also asked why i seem not interested in study now...?
actually yeah i know it for quite some time..
i just not dare to admit that i am lazy ..
by the way ...maybe i am the fault of all these..
i should have been managed my time properly ...and not once back home...start my comp and online ..
i m getting sick of these for these few months..
please let me get out of this life..
i dont want it to be like this ...

anyway ..i did asked teacher if i get started now will it be late...
he told me nope ..i still have much time to improve myself ..
sigh ...
i had planned to make a timetable for myself ..but lastly i asked kitt to help ...
this is because i would have many excuses for myself if i had made it by myself ..
so that's why ...
okay and now i have my study timetable ...i am going to follow it start from next monday ...
okay ...i really mean that ...
hm ...no more talking on the phone for hours...no more online shopping....
{ops, should be lessened...not no more..}
finally ...i must work it out in order to get a good result in my stpm ..
wish me all the best okie..?

i learnt loads of new words yesterday ...
some foreign language ..
some old english words ..and etc.
we learnt it through a show entitled "Mind Your Language"
it's a very funny and interesting show..
but anyway ...sometimes i just thought that it's a waste of time to watch those silly shows ...without learning anything ...
how i wish i could at least get a band 4 in my coming MUET examination.


there is only u can actually being true to me ..
only u can bring me happiness for all day long ..
only u who always pampered me alot ...
only u who truly love me ..
only u who i can tell that i miss u so much ..
danke~ muacks