HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!

hello guys...

do enjoy your mooncakes and tanglungs as well as having a precious time with your lovable family..
for me ..
i will be going out for a dinner tonight..
it's my cousin's wedding dinner ...
i am still havent make up my mind in choosing what to wear tonight ...
but anyway ..i am always the last minute person ..
so not too much worry about it ..


last night was the 1st time i brought my boy along to church ...
it's was a wonderful night at church celebrating mooncake's eve festival...
my lovely yet handsome daddy taken part in a role of play at church ..
he acted professinally and so are they ...i mean all of the people who had taken part in the play ..
it was such a marvellous performance...
i wish i coud have followed them to the lahad datu to perform their play during the mooncake's eve festival at lahad datu on friday...
hm ....
after the celebration at church ...
both of us ...bi and me went to mile 4 together ..
we waited for quite some time in the car until i can feel the pain on my buttocks because of ihave been sat for a quite a long time ...
aiyo...
we were actually waiting everyone to come to go clubbing afterwards ...
it's my boy's friend's birthday ...
we celebrated it in one of the pub at indah ...
there was really no fun inside ..
because everyone seems playing with their own ...
i was just trying to wait for my turn to sing ..but lastly i didnt even sing one song...
i was sitting there with my boy chit chatting ...
hm ...
oh yeah forgot to tell u guys...
ho ..i felt that i have so much fate with 'someone' i have no idea why i have so much fate withthat particular person ....for your information i just dont like seeing that person...
so lastly ....my boy asked if i wanted to go to somewhere else ...maybe tropical or kiss me..
we didnt make up any decision ...
we went to toilet before going out from that pub...
at that time ..i saw the prettiest boy that i have ever seen in my whole life...
he is cute yet cool ..haha ...okay ..i know what u guys have think about me ...
i m just admire him for his charm that could ever attract me ..
haha ..
shss ...
dont angry ya baby ...
okay ...
we went to kiss me after that and saw my cousin, my tong gor.
never thought i would be meeting him there at that time ..
ho ...well..we went to kiss me ...DANCE TIME....
after a moment we've been there..
we saw the 'someone' again appearing at my sight ...
oh gosh ...
ho ..i guessed rightly ...
i could even guess a number if u want me too..=X nah ...
i tried not to be angry or having any temper at that time ...
okay ..it's already 1.++
i went home then ...
i slept at about 2.....hm ..
that could be quite tiring because have to wake up early in the morning to attend my cousin's wedding ceremony ..
it's too long for this blog...
will be continue if i have much time to do it..
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HELP!

i cant really pay much attention during my revision for my coming exam...
i have no idea why i have become this helpless study creature ..
i lost all my study mood and strength ...
where are both of 'you' now..? i really need you alot here...
without 'you'.... i will be dying so soon ..
so soon ...
sob ...
No one can actually cheering me up for this ...except myself ...
but ...you know what ...i am a lazy freak ...
i even getting fat because of my stupid laziness attitude...
let me tell u guys a dirty secret:
shs...actually ...i .....i ....
i have got a lil tummy now..
sadly ...
but i have no consideration about keeping fit...or taking any excercises to get me slim...
oh not slim...i m already slim enough ..but just the stupid tummy came out from nowhere..
i think i started to gain that since march ...
i have eaten loads of cheese cakes, chocolates, sweets, steaks since...
all oily ...if not then sweet ....
sweets can cause us to gain weight actually ...
trust me....
Advise: dont eat so many sweet stuff ...
okay ...i have had enough with my blog...
let me end this up with a short prayer...

God please lead me to a fine, tranquil, peace place to get me study and do my revision ...
help me to forget all about the shopping stuff and hanging out with friends..
Thanks God for listening to my prayer, AMEN.

i m back again~

hello everyone iam back..!
sorry guys for not updating my blog for few months ..
i didnt blog not because of i was busy ..
it's all actually because of i am lazy ..
okay i know what you all are going to say ..
blerk ...please dont be mind ...
and please do not hesitate to read my blog when you are free also ...
i will update my blog regularly ..but maybe not daily ...
hope all of you will understand the circumstances and also the situation...

ho ya ...why am i here again..?
it's because of i feel extremely boring until suddenly i popped up with an idea of updating back my little blog just to get rid of my boredom..
i apologize to everyone because i aint a good blogger...but anyway ...i will try my best to be one..

all stmarians needed to go to school this morning....i think it's the replacement for the coming raya... anyway, i was quite happy for meeting my dearest kib this morning ...
we met at my parking place and he fetched me to school....*winkz*
our class seemed really quite and tranquil this morning ...
you know why..? let's guess...
it's because jer and ling didnt attend class this morning ...suching also...
everyone seemed quite lifeless today without jer's cheers and laughters ...and also fooling around with others in the class ...
for ling ...without her in class ...my ear didnt hurt a bit of her high pitched voice ..haha anyway ...i felt quite lonely too without chitchatting about shopping stuff with her ...
sigh~ ...
oh well ...luckily i was still having a lil bunch of silly yet insane friends to play and talk with ...
on the free period..i taught them sex education ...
become a speaker in a sudden ...*PROUD*
haha ..they all sound interested ...guess what ...?! this is because all of them are ...okay ..shsss...
u guy should know what i m trying to say ..
okay please dont think too much ..
they are all very interested is because of in this age, youth ...they should be more exposed to the education of sex so that they will be understand the meaning of sex ...and also the main point is no sex before marriage ...
p/s dont always think that NO SEX NO LOVE~<----This is totally WRONG! ..please change your absent mind~
we had a lot of fun watching happy tree friends videos and other funny videos as well ...
luckily they accompanied me ...if not i would be dying of loneliness ..
thanks guys...love u guys loads ...

i am now waiting for my prince to lead and bring me to the palace...
haha ..okay...i am currently waiting for kib to fetch me out ...
waiting until spider's webs going to cover up my whole body sooner..
ho well ...i wished to out earlier ...but ..he is now attending his friend's wedding dinner ..
oh how sweet and envy~ ....
when will i getting married...? NOW..?! ...okay ...not bad also ...because i really feel very lazy to study....
anyway ..i will still continue my study until i get my degree ...wish me best and luck ..
i think that's all for now ...
i am going to dress up and be prepare to go out soon ...
so ..see ya guys maybe tomorrow or any other days ..
miss~ sign off~

so long farewell...to u my friend and budz

sigh ....everyone seems going to leave this boring place ...
where are they going...? to somewhere around west malaysia for further study ..
anyway ...two of them are the most that i will be missing them loads and loads..
one is bao bao and the other one is zhizhi...argh ...
sigh ...baoz... he is my good brother ..he helps me loads ...he is the one who fetch me whenever i go out....thanks alot ...hehe ...
though he love to tease me together with ah vui ...
but we have been through a lot of fun and excitement together when we got along to sing k at encore ...hanging out to look for agua...=X ....going to bistro to online ..share dirty secrets together...oho...
okay ...i missed that time alot ...
for zhizhi....he is my best friend at church ..
we got into role in a play at church...dance ....and many other stuff...he is really talented in playing drum...keep it up guy ...he is a good listener to me last time ..
we share loads of laughters and some secrets together ..okay ..this doesnt mean anything..
just a lousy secret ....
haha ..=X opsy daisy..
hey guys ...i will miss u both loads...
may God bless u guys wherever u are...

today ...i had a serious stomach cramped at school ..until i cant even sit properly ...i just lied down on my desk ...and weeped ...it's just too painful ..like ling said last time: "more painful then giving birth to a baby" oh well ..i didnt give birthday to a baby before so i dont know..i dont know why ling would say like that ....was that mean ...she had given birth to a baby before...? =X ...oh gosh ..unbelieveable...haha
the pain stopped for awhile and came back a few minutes later ...so i decided to go home ...but ...i just hate the procedure of going home early from school ...need to find PKHEM ...to sign the form...then need to find my form teacher ...after that ...need to wait for my parents to come and sign ...and went back to the office to give teacher the form..
i just cant stand anymore ....
when my parents arrived ...my daddy brought me to see doctor ....my mummy went to my parking place to drive my car home ...
argh ...it's so not good...

after i had taken my lunch ..i went to sleep ..for 3 hours...it's just too much ....
i actually went to do my homework after i had my nap ...
hoho.... weird right...? totally changed...? i know you would think that ..haha ...
just wish i could become more hardworking like ever...?
hehe ...

i went to a farewell outing for my brother zhizhi just now ...
hm ...i saw baobao's car...it's his sister with her bf ...
hm ...
bao has reached kl this afternoon ...
haihz ....lost a friend to go out with now ..
i met my dear just now ...i had take away for him ...it's my favourite ice blended choco...
*happy*
hm ...it's late now ...
time to go to sleep ...
good night everyone ...

i'm back from nowhere!

ola que tal..?
hm ...seems like long time i didnt blog here..
not because of i dont want to blog..
it's just sometimes i feel lazy ...
sigh~
i m getting lazier from day to day ...
even my teacher,mr cheen also asked why i seem not interested in study now...?
actually yeah i know it for quite some time..
i just not dare to admit that i am lazy ..
by the way ...maybe i am the fault of all these..
i should have been managed my time properly ...and not once back home...start my comp and online ..
i m getting sick of these for these few months..
please let me get out of this life..
i dont want it to be like this ...

anyway ..i did asked teacher if i get started now will it be late...
he told me nope ..i still have much time to improve myself ..
sigh ...
i had planned to make a timetable for myself ..but lastly i asked kitt to help ...
this is because i would have many excuses for myself if i had made it by myself ..
so that's why ...
okay and now i have my study timetable ...i am going to follow it start from next monday ...
okay ...i really mean that ...
hm ...no more talking on the phone for hours...no more online shopping....
{ops, should be lessened...not no more..}
finally ...i must work it out in order to get a good result in my stpm ..
wish me all the best okie..?

i learnt loads of new words yesterday ...
some foreign language ..
some old english words ..and etc.
we learnt it through a show entitled "Mind Your Language"
it's a very funny and interesting show..
but anyway ...sometimes i just thought that it's a waste of time to watch those silly shows ...without learning anything ...
how i wish i could at least get a band 4 in my coming MUET examination.


there is only u can actually being true to me ..
only u can bring me happiness for all day long ..
only u who always pampered me alot ...
only u who truly love me ..
only u who i can tell that i miss u so much ..
danke~ muacks

Happy Chinese New Year~

i dont really know why i dont wish to blog last few days...
that day i logged in here and clicked on the new post ...just planned to post a new blog here ..
but then ..i cant even have the guts to type any of a word in here..
i really dont understand why ..
oh ya Happy Chinese New Year to all of you out there...
hope all of you will enjoy this big day...
oh yeah ...i did enjoy it not until the 3rd day of chinese new year..
i met many new friends ...haha hm where is all my sungsiew's friends? they disappeared...i mean some of them.. not many sungsiew's friends in my life now..*winkz*
dont know why i just dont like ss... Friends who know me quite well will know the reason behind all these...
=P i have known loads of new friends..quite a big number of them who were from tiong hua last time.... well they are my true friends that i have wanted it desperately for a long time ....and now..i have them ...Thanks God for letting me knowing this bunch of friends...
we started schoolling this monday ...oh well ..the 1st to for school ..sure we have a lot of things to chat about...especially about what had happened on our cny ...and how were we celebrating it...

hm ...these few days ...since the school started...there are quite many things keep bothering my mind ....sometimes i just wish i can get rid of it ...but i just cant do it... there could be many things ...happened just in one night ...a few hours ..
hm ...sometimes you will never thought it would be happened like that ...the incident on that day keeps bothering my mind ...sigh~ ..
like what ling had told me ....it had happened just at one night only ...i can easily forget about it..
okay ...i agree with her..
and so i will ..

why everytime when i feel very fine with myself and started to forget about you...
you show up..?
what's exactly you want from me..?
why are you coming back to ruin my mood again and again ..?
when the time i feel really happy with my life ... you texted me?!
what's the point huh..?
telling me those craps again..
you think i will trust you back like before..
that's what you have chosen at 1st....why were you telling me that you are regret now?!
you really hurt me loads and loads of time ...
but i ...
every single time i had forgiven you ... but you repeated it again and again
and ...how many drops of tears i have had for you ...it's uncountable! ...
i force myself not to cry anymore but lastly ..i cried...
i feel that i am such a fool for trusting you that much!

my brain gonna burst

i went out for the whole day yesterday ..
lastly only met bi ..
he was really clumsy until he left his phone at seven heaven he also didnt notice it ..
anyway ..we took it back after the waitress called me ...
such a clumsy lil bi ..
haha ..

i planned to go out for breakfast with loong gor gor..
but he texted me at about 5 something telling me that he was just starting to sleep at that time...and let our meet up extend...okay he said tea time we meet up together ..
at somewhere..
i dont know ..
will be going out later again ..
tonight ...argh ..i dont know where to go ..
i wish to go out with baobao them ...suching them ..but ..they seem busy le
so i think i just stay at home tonight ...AGAIN!
pity me ...

i forgot to post the blog about my saturday night ..
nothing special about it ..
just ...i cant believe that i saw wanzai that night with his lion dance team appeared at my church ..
haha ..
a little funny tally guy always with a *peace* with him ..
i dont know why ..
=P

31/1
today is the last day in the month of january ..
happy that it had passed that quickly and this means that chinese new year is coming nearer and nearer day by day ..
keke ..
cant wait to go for pedicure and medicure..
and also ....something to do with my eyelashes ..
everything is for our girls big day ..that's chinese new year ...
=X
i just came back from outside..
chilling out with my friends to bank for my atm card, bodyshop to look for my k-brother's pressie but it isnt suitable ..., strawberry to look for accessories.... and lastly ..cecily again ..
i bought my little bro's pressie there and also leggings that i wanted it for so long!
finally ...
my atm card is made...
hoho...
no more worries
Oh ya ...nearly forgot about the incident that happened in our class today ...
could anyone tell me what is korsitium..?
okay ...from now on i m going to hate this word! dont ask me why ...i just hate it..
this was a question that had stated by a student in our class..
argh ....her question was kinda like *culling* us ...and buried us to death ..
sigh~
anyway ...we made it through smoothly ..

Oh de leh oh de leh oh de leh hih uh...
haha ..this was the song that ling's sang for singing contest last time
we kept singing and presenting it with another way ..with some action in it ..
i will surely put it in my blog to show all of you if i had recorded it that time ..
unfortunately i didnt ..
haha~
no homework for today..
happy*grins*
but i will have to go to church for practicing worship on this coming sunday
i will have to get ready for now..
so long~

busy days..

hm...
i was quite busy these few days ....until i forgot to finish up my homework ...
luckily i had finished it just now ..
okay let's start with friday ..
i have two tuitions on friday...
they're maths in the afternoon and englist at night..
i felt really tired on that day until i could hardly opened my eyes to pay attention during tuition ...especially at noon ...
i wished i could take a nap or rest for awhile but ..i cant ...the maths tuition was from 2.30pm until 5.00pm...how can i take a nap? after i come back from tuition ...that time was about 5.30 pm... going to prepare for dinner ...and ready my stuff to go to the next tuition ..that's english ...
i had planned that after the tuition i would be chilling out with ivan,tomatozai,bao,vui and ling ...
so i needed some time to find clothes to wear at that night...no resting time ...sigh~
oh yeah ....i went to encore with them after we had our drinks at qq....everyone sang happily...
and ...the best part was i had a chance to duet with tomatozai,vui and also ivan ...
long time didnt sing with them ...keke ..
the saddest part was i needed to go home before 12.ooam ...argh ..i hate that ...
anyway ..i was late home that night ...
i had ready to go to sleep until alvin suddenly called me ..
hoho~ *excited* because of i cant really sleep at that time ...i talked on the phone with him ...
we talked craps most of the time ..kaka ...half an hour after that ...i hung up the phone and tried to close my eyes to sleep..
and suddenly ...one stranger called me ...
oh well..that's ah sang ...= =" he freaked me out....i asked him what makes u called me at this time ..he said he was bored....i had no idea...
we chatted about er ...stmary's school and other nothing special stuff...sort of...
oh gosh ...i forgot the time and i slept at about 3.00am...

saturday: ho well..i needed to wake up on 7.00am because i needed to go to school for some boring meeting ...after that ling,puithai,anghl,jeremy and me went for breakfast together at sanmei .. we were all nonstop gossiping ...about what...?! *secret* keke ..
at that time ...ket how called me and ling to go for facial mask at his friend's shop..
hoho
there was something behind of all these...you'll never know what it is...
=P..but i was happy to know
$$ i want $$ desperately ...
kaka...
this is just the 1st part about what had happened on saturday ...
will be continue tomorrow...
and because i want to sleep now..
so Good Night to all of you~

today the 1st period ...mr cheen had called out my name,suching,ling,hien,loong to meet him after his class ...
oh no ....guess what he wanted to call us for..?
everyone knows it ....it's all because we were all complained by SOME teachers ...
guess who again..?! our beloved teacher MISS chang...why are we still calling her miss since she had reach middled age ... i dont have to explain...since you all can guess it by yourself...
when we laughed because of loong jokes around, she thought that we were laughing at her ...when she was teaching ...
okay this is her problem ...and not ours...
i have no idea why she thought that we were laughing at her ...
lol...since she dislike us that much ...i had nothing to say ...i kept quiet throughout the meeting with mr cheen ...
tomorrow all of us will be going to take her macroeconomy test ...
so wish me luck ...this is the time to show my beloved teacher that i still can score in her paper even though i always love to laugh in her class...=P
kay...i should stop bull-sh*tting here ...because its time to do my revision now ..
keke ..

one week had past ...

i had my maths paper2 test this morning...
3 question ...i think only one is right ..
the 1st question ...count wrongly ...so ...supposely i wouldnt have any marks for that ..
the third question ....ho well..i dont even understand the question ...
i think i will be going to run around the field after i got the result ...
pity me ...
i was really down today ...
1st ...because of the stupid acne ...
secondly ...its because of i cant forget about you...
i felt like today ...everyone's topic was all about boyfriends...long distance relationship ...sort of..
oh gosh ... i am not suppose to think back the past ...but i just cant do it ...
felt really uneasy sitting in the class ...with my mind numb for one moment ...i didnt really pay much attention in the class today ...
but i didnt cry...i didnt ...maybe i had put it down slowly ..
yeah i do ...
i feel really happy for that ...
argh...chinese new year is coming soon ....
i still havent buy any new shoes and heels ...
suching,ling and me planned to go shopping at town this friday ...
1st station is at june boutique ...2nd station will be at indah lo...
i want heels... from today onwards, i have no more problem going out with heels ...
i love heels loads ...
before that it's because of you ..i had given up wearing heels..
but not for now! ... *grins*


i wish to talk to u bi ...there are a lot of things that i wanna share with you ...unfortunately ...you are busy with your projects...
bi ...u are the only person who understand me a lot.. happy to have met u... dont forget your promise k...?!

what has happened to my face?!
God please let me get rid of it by this friday ..
...sigh~ i wouldnt be able to out like that ...
pimples/acne ..please go away i beg you...
=P
i didnt go to school today..
well of course not because of my pimples lo.
it's because of i m sick ...what sickness..?
*secret*
oh gosh ..nearly forgot to type the sick letter ..
luckily i m blogging here ...if not ...surely i will forget all about that...
and then i will get my dimerit marks for that .. how much is that *cost*? it's 10 marks...
so *expensive* right...?
haihz...so many new school rules ... fortunately this year is my last year to study in stmary...
if not i would have been commited suicide at school ...*okay, i m just kidding*
i am going to clip my front hair ..tomorrow ..oh NO... it's TOMORROW...!
not more than 12 hours nehz.
wish me luck k ...

four days past...

i made a big mistake ...
i thought the macroeconomy test held on today ..
my classmates told me that the teacher had postponed it to friday ...
i was like "what?!" felt a bit happy ...and a little upset too ...because i had spent so much time doing my revision yesterday ....
anyway ...at least i wouldnt be having any problem revise for the second time ...
it would be much easier...hehe
there was a "majlis perlantikan pengawas" this morning ...
oh well ..all of the prefects need to go to the stage to take the certificate and the prefect's nametag ...
i was really nervous that time ...luckily i didnt slip down on my way up to the stage...haha..
after the ceremony .. all the prefects gathered and we had our short meeting..
our school discipline teacher, Puan Jemmy called me up...she found my front hair quite long and asked me to clip my hair ...
everyone was really curious to know before that ..why she was calling me ..
i thought its because of my hair colour...my friends thought of it too....okay ..it's actually my front hair is quite long..
luckily teacher knew my hair colour is natural ..not dye....
right then ...i clipped my hair till school ended ...lol...
i hate clipping my hair up for some personal reason ...
sigh~ ...no choice but to obey the school rules..
...ling ling is absent today ...she is currently at kk now...shop ...shop and shop non stop..
envy~
without her in our class...i can feel that our class was quite peaceful for today...
haha ..-dont angry ling if u saw this...i m just trying to tell the truth...- ngek ngek
anyway ... she is the girl who sit beside me in the class ..
she is a happy-go-lucky girl....with her high pitch voice and her laughters...
haha without her in our class.... we seem dull..=P ...so you can see how important she is in our class-ling, you should be proud of this-
plan to finish up my mathematic statistic by tonight after finished ma blog..
and then i will be going for facial treatment tonight ...
keke ...
till here for today..

Love hurts...

hoho....tomorrow our class will be having our first macroeconomy test...
okay ...i really dont know how to revise it ..because we dont have the text book
the text book will be arriving in the mid of february ..
the only thing that i can study on is the notes that had been given by the teacher...
oh well... let me introduce to you all, our new macroeconomy teacher, Miss Chang, middled-age woman...she is the one who gave us the notes...the notes was full of short forms until i also dont know what exactly i was copying ...
she seemed ignoring the students who are sitting at the back of the class...that included me ..
she told us that the students at the back got a little bit of problem ..
oh ya ...she said we are making so much noise in the class...
so maybe we are...
she must not do like that to us even though we are noisy ...
keep stabbing at us ...and looked down on us ..
our beloved miss chang ...i will be making u *dropped ur glasses* once u correct my test paper...
=X ..okay i am too over ...i should go to revise it again and again ...since i had said this ..haha ...
i wont make u disappointed my beloved teacher ...

Welcome to my New Blog~

since it's a new year ...i am going to walk through my new life... and here's my new blog..
if you wanna know more about how's my life going on last year ...just go to my previous blog and take a look ....
dont ask me why i wanna create a new blog..."why didnt i update my previous blog ..?"
there are some personal reason for that ...
for all my friends out there...please do not hesitate to come and read my blog when u are free..
do drop a comment after u had read it ...
or u may leave your messages in my chatbox...
thank you ...