HELP!

i cant really pay much attention during my revision for my coming exam...
i have no idea why i have become this helpless study creature ..
i lost all my study mood and strength ...
where are both of 'you' now..? i really need you alot here...
without 'you'.... i will be dying so soon ..
so soon ...
sob ...
No one can actually cheering me up for this ...except myself ...
but ...you know what ...i am a lazy freak ...
i even getting fat because of my stupid laziness attitude...
let me tell u guys a dirty secret:
shs...actually ...i .....i ....
i have got a lil tummy now..
sadly ...
but i have no consideration about keeping fit...or taking any excercises to get me slim...
oh not slim...i m already slim enough ..but just the stupid tummy came out from nowhere..
i think i started to gain that since march ...
i have eaten loads of cheese cakes, chocolates, sweets, steaks since...
all oily ...if not then sweet ....
sweets can cause us to gain weight actually ...
trust me....
Advise: dont eat so many sweet stuff ...
okay ...i have had enough with my blog...
let me end this up with a short prayer...

God please lead me to a fine, tranquil, peace place to get me study and do my revision ...
help me to forget all about the shopping stuff and hanging out with friends..
Thanks God for listening to my prayer, AMEN.

i m back again~

hello everyone iam back..!
sorry guys for not updating my blog for few months ..
i didnt blog not because of i was busy ..
it's all actually because of i am lazy ..
okay i know what you all are going to say ..
blerk ...please dont be mind ...
and please do not hesitate to read my blog when you are free also ...
i will update my blog regularly ..but maybe not daily ...
hope all of you will understand the circumstances and also the situation...

ho ya ...why am i here again..?
it's because of i feel extremely boring until suddenly i popped up with an idea of updating back my little blog just to get rid of my boredom..
i apologize to everyone because i aint a good blogger...but anyway ...i will try my best to be one..

all stmarians needed to go to school this morning....i think it's the replacement for the coming raya... anyway, i was quite happy for meeting my dearest kib this morning ...
we met at my parking place and he fetched me to school....*winkz*
our class seemed really quite and tranquil this morning ...
you know why..? let's guess...
it's because jer and ling didnt attend class this morning ...suching also...
everyone seemed quite lifeless today without jer's cheers and laughters ...and also fooling around with others in the class ...
for ling ...without her in class ...my ear didnt hurt a bit of her high pitched voice ..haha anyway ...i felt quite lonely too without chitchatting about shopping stuff with her ...
sigh~ ...
oh well ...luckily i was still having a lil bunch of silly yet insane friends to play and talk with ...
on the free period..i taught them sex education ...
become a speaker in a sudden ...*PROUD*
haha ..they all sound interested ...guess what ...?! this is because all of them are ...okay ..shsss...
u guy should know what i m trying to say ..
okay please dont think too much ..
they are all very interested is because of in this age, youth ...they should be more exposed to the education of sex so that they will be understand the meaning of sex ...and also the main point is no sex before marriage ...
p/s dont always think that NO SEX NO LOVE~<----This is totally WRONG! ..please change your absent mind~
we had a lot of fun watching happy tree friends videos and other funny videos as well ...
luckily they accompanied me ...if not i would be dying of loneliness ..
thanks guys...love u guys loads ...

i am now waiting for my prince to lead and bring me to the palace...
haha ..okay...i am currently waiting for kib to fetch me out ...
waiting until spider's webs going to cover up my whole body sooner..
ho well ...i wished to out earlier ...but ..he is now attending his friend's wedding dinner ..
oh how sweet and envy~ ....
when will i getting married...? NOW..?! ...okay ...not bad also ...because i really feel very lazy to study....
anyway ..i will still continue my study until i get my degree ...wish me best and luck ..
i think that's all for now ...
i am going to dress up and be prepare to go out soon ...
so ..see ya guys maybe tomorrow or any other days ..
miss~ sign off~

so long farewell...to u my friend and budz

sigh ....everyone seems going to leave this boring place ...
where are they going...? to somewhere around west malaysia for further study ..
anyway ...two of them are the most that i will be missing them loads and loads..
one is bao bao and the other one is zhizhi...argh ...
sigh ...baoz... he is my good brother ..he helps me loads ...he is the one who fetch me whenever i go out....thanks alot ...hehe ...
though he love to tease me together with ah vui ...
but we have been through a lot of fun and excitement together when we got along to sing k at encore ...hanging out to look for agua...=X ....going to bistro to online ..share dirty secrets together...oho...
okay ...i missed that time alot ...
for zhizhi....he is my best friend at church ..
we got into role in a play at church...dance ....and many other stuff...he is really talented in playing drum...keep it up guy ...he is a good listener to me last time ..
we share loads of laughters and some secrets together ..okay ..this doesnt mean anything..
just a lousy secret ....
haha ..=X opsy daisy..
hey guys ...i will miss u both loads...
may God bless u guys wherever u are...

today ...i had a serious stomach cramped at school ..until i cant even sit properly ...i just lied down on my desk ...and weeped ...it's just too painful ..like ling said last time: "more painful then giving birth to a baby" oh well ..i didnt give birthday to a baby before so i dont know..i dont know why ling would say like that ....was that mean ...she had given birth to a baby before...? =X ...oh gosh ..unbelieveable...haha
the pain stopped for awhile and came back a few minutes later ...so i decided to go home ...but ...i just hate the procedure of going home early from school ...need to find PKHEM ...to sign the form...then need to find my form teacher ...after that ...need to wait for my parents to come and sign ...and went back to the office to give teacher the form..
i just cant stand anymore ....
when my parents arrived ...my daddy brought me to see doctor ....my mummy went to my parking place to drive my car home ...
argh ...it's so not good...

after i had taken my lunch ..i went to sleep ..for 3 hours...it's just too much ....
i actually went to do my homework after i had my nap ...
hoho.... weird right...? totally changed...? i know you would think that ..haha ...
just wish i could become more hardworking like ever...?
hehe ...

i went to a farewell outing for my brother zhizhi just now ...
hm ...i saw baobao's car...it's his sister with her bf ...
hm ...
bao has reached kl this afternoon ...
haihz ....lost a friend to go out with now ..
i met my dear just now ...i had take away for him ...it's my favourite ice blended choco...
*happy*
hm ...it's late now ...
time to go to sleep ...
good night everyone ...

i'm back from nowhere!

ola que tal..?
hm ...seems like long time i didnt blog here..
not because of i dont want to blog..
it's just sometimes i feel lazy ...
sigh~
i m getting lazier from day to day ...
even my teacher,mr cheen also asked why i seem not interested in study now...?
actually yeah i know it for quite some time..
i just not dare to admit that i am lazy ..
by the way ...maybe i am the fault of all these..
i should have been managed my time properly ...and not once back home...start my comp and online ..
i m getting sick of these for these few months..
please let me get out of this life..
i dont want it to be like this ...

anyway ..i did asked teacher if i get started now will it be late...
he told me nope ..i still have much time to improve myself ..
sigh ...
i had planned to make a timetable for myself ..but lastly i asked kitt to help ...
this is because i would have many excuses for myself if i had made it by myself ..
so that's why ...
okay and now i have my study timetable ...i am going to follow it start from next monday ...
okay ...i really mean that ...
hm ...no more talking on the phone for hours...no more online shopping....
{ops, should be lessened...not no more..}
finally ...i must work it out in order to get a good result in my stpm ..
wish me all the best okie..?

i learnt loads of new words yesterday ...
some foreign language ..
some old english words ..and etc.
we learnt it through a show entitled "Mind Your Language"
it's a very funny and interesting show..
but anyway ...sometimes i just thought that it's a waste of time to watch those silly shows ...without learning anything ...
how i wish i could at least get a band 4 in my coming MUET examination.


there is only u can actually being true to me ..
only u can bring me happiness for all day long ..
only u who always pampered me alot ...
only u who truly love me ..
only u who i can tell that i miss u so much ..
danke~ muacks

Happy Chinese New Year~

i dont really know why i dont wish to blog last few days...
that day i logged in here and clicked on the new post ...just planned to post a new blog here ..
but then ..i cant even have the guts to type any of a word in here..
i really dont understand why ..
oh ya Happy Chinese New Year to all of you out there...
hope all of you will enjoy this big day...
oh yeah ...i did enjoy it not until the 3rd day of chinese new year..
i met many new friends ...haha hm where is all my sungsiew's friends? they disappeared...i mean some of them.. not many sungsiew's friends in my life now..*winkz*
dont know why i just dont like ss... Friends who know me quite well will know the reason behind all these...
=P i have known loads of new friends..quite a big number of them who were from tiong hua last time.... well they are my true friends that i have wanted it desperately for a long time ....and now..i have them ...Thanks God for letting me knowing this bunch of friends...
we started schoolling this monday ...oh well ..the 1st to for school ..sure we have a lot of things to chat about...especially about what had happened on our cny ...and how were we celebrating it...

hm ...these few days ...since the school started...there are quite many things keep bothering my mind ....sometimes i just wish i can get rid of it ...but i just cant do it... there could be many things ...happened just in one night ...a few hours ..
hm ...sometimes you will never thought it would be happened like that ...the incident on that day keeps bothering my mind ...sigh~ ..
like what ling had told me ....it had happened just at one night only ...i can easily forget about it..
okay ...i agree with her..
and so i will ..

why everytime when i feel very fine with myself and started to forget about you...
you show up..?
what's exactly you want from me..?
why are you coming back to ruin my mood again and again ..?
when the time i feel really happy with my life ... you texted me?!
what's the point huh..?
telling me those craps again..
you think i will trust you back like before..
that's what you have chosen at 1st....why were you telling me that you are regret now?!
you really hurt me loads and loads of time ...
but i ...
every single time i had forgiven you ... but you repeated it again and again
and ...how many drops of tears i have had for you ...it's uncountable! ...
i force myself not to cry anymore but lastly ..i cried...
i feel that i am such a fool for trusting you that much!

my brain gonna burst

i went out for the whole day yesterday ..
lastly only met bi ..
he was really clumsy until he left his phone at seven heaven he also didnt notice it ..
anyway ..we took it back after the waitress called me ...
such a clumsy lil bi ..
haha ..

i planned to go out for breakfast with loong gor gor..
but he texted me at about 5 something telling me that he was just starting to sleep at that time...and let our meet up extend...okay he said tea time we meet up together ..
at somewhere..
i dont know ..
will be going out later again ..
tonight ...argh ..i dont know where to go ..
i wish to go out with baobao them ...suching them ..but ..they seem busy le
so i think i just stay at home tonight ...AGAIN!
pity me ...